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Brian Cox

As a short background. I was a police officer from 1991 to 1998. A part time ambulance driver for Riley Children's Hospital. Security for Ft. Harrison Finance Center and the U.S. Federal Building in Indianapolis. I have 2 children from a prior marriage and after child support and taxes I was left with 300 a month to live on.

I lived in the most unbelievable hell holes for 3 years after the divorce then quit law enforcement to make more money in telecommunications.

My Ex had left me for another man and during that same 3 years she had a new house built, bought a mini van and a new sports car.

She refused visitations, phone contact or even emails. She always told the courts I was a good father but wouldn't obey any court orders. The courts did nothing.

5 yrs after the divorce I discovered the children weren't mine. Since she wouldn't let me in their lives I fought the child support. The courts didn't care and increased it.

3 yrs ago I finally started making enough $ to afford a house with me and my new wife and her 2 children. 1 year ago my ex got my support doubled and I lost the house to the banks as well as our mini van.

I got so depressed I was put on anti depressants by a doctor, quit my job, attempted suicide, fell behind on support resulting in a suspended license, warrant for arrest and I am now facing upto 8 years in prison because of the arrearage.

My ex, despite the loss of support, has built a second house (she works for the federal government).

I am on the run with my family. I haven't been allowed to see or talk to the other children for years. I can't get a good job without a license. If I can find a good job then the cops will find me and take me to jail for the arreage and I will lose that job.

I've been offered upto $30 an hour but again, no license, no car equals no job. I will never be able to build a life for my family, build a retirement.

The system is so screwed up. The more they do to get you to pay the harder it is for you to be able to pay. Once your in the hole you can't climb back out. I have lost all faith in God and America. This country preaches freedom to the world, worries about protecting the rights of illegal immigrants. Then it denies those freedoms and rights to its own citizens.

I know I sound angry and hateful but it is all I have left inside me. Thanks to my wife and her kids, it isn't all that I have outside of me. If it weren't for them I would have shot those judges a long time ago instead of protecting them.

This country doesn't care about justice any more just the law and the law is about money.