Dancing on the Edge of Chaos

By Tim Merritt

 

A poignant and healing anthology

of short stories and poetry that explore the range of a man's

emotions after divorce. This book can help men find their own voice.

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Jul. 21st, 2004:
Poetry from the Wall

By Don Mathis

Shopping for One, Again

The mother of my sweetheart

wants to break our bond apart.

She took the object of my affection

away and caused such alienation.

Now when I go to the grocery store,

I daydream, and stare at the floor.

My ex-wife moved and took our son.

And so, again, I'm shopping for one.

There's rice crispies, and I need cereal.

But it'll be summer before I get to see him.

I'll just wait, that stuff'll be stale

by the time he gets here; oh well.

Guess I'll buy the jalapeno or sharp cheddar;

he won't be here or know any better.

I reach for our usual syrup, then my eye passes

to the top shelf, and I get the molasses.

He don't like that sugar cane stuff, but

I ate it all the time while I was growing up.

Here's five peaches - but I've forgotten,

if I get all five, they'll just get rotten.

I start for the cool aid, then stop myself.

He's not here. I leave it on the shelf.

There's the toys - something he might like?

No. I'll save my money, maybe buy a flight

to go see him a couple times a year,

not like I used to when he lived near.

His mom moved away but I don't miss her a bit.

My heart is hamburger. I miss my kid.

--- Don Mathis

Don Mathis

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